10-18

I am having a hard night which has surprised me because I have been doing so good the last few days. I thought would be a good time to count my blessings.

• The day was beautiful. Actually the weather all week has been nice and fairly warm. After that snowy day, I needed a few warm ones.
• I asked Paul on a date and he was gracious enough to go to a monastery with me. He was really nice and it was fun.
• I met the greatest guy online and we are getting to be good friends.
• I have not struggled with thinking about Kevin until today, and I have been able to see the bright side of us not being together.
• I watched the anorexia movie again and I am truly blessed to have a fit and semi-healthy body.
• Church is tomorrow and I will be strengthened again.